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I will not reject this sweet utopia.this nirvana.this peace.Necessary cookies are absolutely essential for the website to function properly. I will continue to listen to myself and trust myself. I will continue to accept the support system that I have. From now on I will focus on not rejecting this new 'peace' that continues to flow over and within me.I will allow those emotions and dark feelings to come up and transmute them as best as I can. My higher self has also promised to have her back as she continues to grow strong as her voice is released. I've promised her that she has permission to release as needed (it is okay to randomly cry or be confused sometimes). I know that deep inside my inner child needs to release some emotions & although the feeling itself sucks, I know that it is necessary to release. Conclusions.I will not give up my peace & will continue to focus on my forward movement. Could it be that the very tactic I was looking for was already in place & I just needed to hold my forces? I had never stood in my power for so long that it had come to the point where I would almost look for ways to give it away again just so that I could fight that good fight and come out on top again.toxic way, it doesn't matter if my mom goes bat shit crazy or if my family has to 'just let me know that she is your mother'. There was absolutely nothing that I needed to do about this 'World War 3' I had created in my innerG. It did take me a few days after my session to process what move I needed to take next. I didn't want to have the Scarlett Letter Of T for Toxic on me. If I am honest with myself what was happening was this new yet familiar feeling of pressure in which how I was going to be viewed as 'the daughter who doesn't have a good relationship with her mother'. I panicked and decided I needed to 'speak my peace.once and for all.again. Old programs attempted to reconnect to receivers that no longer fit. By the end of it all, I went from feeling like a stupid 14-year-old hormonal teen to an angry puddle of tears & fears. 'Rejecting Peace' ~When The Ego Is Still In Survival Mode~Īs I went into my coaching session this week, some things stood out for me.Īlthough I initially went into this session to discuss maybe speaking to my mom about how I was feeling about her continued toxicity and how it was affecting me (once again) it had nothing to do with her.

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